2/25

Things have moved along nicely in setting up a studio in the garage. Sometimes I wonder why I bother though. It seems that the stuff I make that looks good cracks or breaks, and everything else is mediocre, and looks like shit. I am so discouraged. Am I pursuing an impossible dream? Am I being forced to come to the conclusion that I am nothing special in any aspect of my existence? I want so badly to be at least a mediocre success in this.... I don't want people to purchase stuff I make out of pity. I want them to actually LIKE what I make. It is hard to believe anyone will like stuff that I look at and loathe. Am I too severe on myself? I really don't know.